'My child died while sleeping in bed with me'

"My two sons were born through artificial insemination . "

'Thomas is bigger, and stronger. I am always hungry, eat a lot. "

'' That night, I gave them both milk in bed. Joseph fell asleep very quickly, and I took him to his crib next to my bed . "

"Thomas wants to continue to breastfeed, and then he falls asleep while he's sucking, and so do I."

'' Two hours later, I woke up because Joseph cried. I turned on the bedside lamp to pick up Joseph and get him to eat, and I saw Thomas lying very quietly beside me . "

"When I checked, I looked very strange, and I realized that Thomas was dead. It happened very suddenly. ''

Still a mystery

Caroline said the autopsy did not give much information about Thomas's death.

'They found nothing. There is no evidence of suffocation, there is no evidence of her being too hot. "

'Tests only show that Thomas is a healthy, normal baby. In fact, one day before I died, I went to see the doctor periodically and people said I was healthy . '

Caroline Wheeler of Thomas (Photo: BCC)

Caroline said that she wishes, in a sense, that surveys show a specific cause of Thomas's death, even as a result of her falling asleep and pressing on her.

'I almost hope that something like that will happen, because by that, I will know that I will never get Joseph to sleep in bed with me. "

Joseph is now a healthy 5-year-old boy, and has only one Yasmin sister.

Caroline thinks it is important that expectant mothers take the advice of experts on how to best put their babies to sleep.

'Of course, after losing Thomas, I realized that the best place to breastfeed is that sitting on a chair is so uncomfortable that I will never sleep again.'